Saturday, December 18, 2010

Losing Touch

I am tired.

Tired of having mental break downs every five minutes. Honestly, I don't really have any tears left to cry.

I am really thinking that there is more to this codependency than I originally thought. I have lost all self-worth. All self-esteem. I really have lost touch with who I am.

And I hate that.

1 comment:

  1. Josh, you are naking a bid deal out of nothing, You don't have any co-dependency thing, You know what you need to do, you need to turn to Heavenly Father and Jesus and rely on them to get you through what ever you are feeling, I have been through the same things that you are experiencing, exactly! And it was VERY frightening, Jesus Chrit and Heavenly Father helped me get through it, but it wasn't easy and took quite a while but they did. You need to pray as Enoch and you need to make positive spirtitual changes in your life that will help you. They will I promise, you just have to knock. 3 Nephi 18:20 And whatsoever ye shall ask the Father in my name, which is right, believing that ye shall recieve, behold it shall be given unto you. We'll talk when I get home. Love Mom, maybe this is a answer to my prayers

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