Friday, November 20, 2009

Deadbolt

So...today is Friday. Its not just any friday. Today is Friday, Nov. 20, 2009. It is a special day. Today is the Thrice concert. A concert that I am not able to attend anymore.

Thrice is one of my favorite bands. I have had a ticket since July, and I just found out yesterday that I am going to have to work Saturday morning. The show is in Salt Lake, and I've decided that it wouldn't be worth it to drive up there, and then have to drive right back. So, like a fool I am not able to go to the show.

I guess it is ohk though...I have seen them twice before. But you know, there can never be too much of a good thing, right?

Here is a video of one of my favorite Thrice songs, Deadbolt. This is the acoustic version of the song. It is a delightful song, sure to bring much pleasure!

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Sabotage

Sometimes it seems the world is out to get us. And by the world I mean every time we wanna bike The Jem trail, something seems to go wrong. The first time Morgan went, I had to stay in Cedar to go to the Dr for my knee. The second time that we went there was a race that no one knew about, and they closed the trail. And then today the weather was against us. But, we were determined. And we prevailed.



It was an amazing ride! It turned out that the weather decided that it wasn't angry at us, and the clouds blew over. It was still a little chilly, but bearable. We were having so much fun, and then my bike decided that it was done. It was persuaded of this by a sharp rock. A rock that decided to puncture my front tire. We ended up walking the rest of the trail. Oh well...it was fun while it lasted. Maybe next time we will be successful for the entire adventure...maybe.

Friday, November 13, 2009

This Good Night Is Still Everywhere

Wahoo! I love Christmas! Yeah...I do realize that Thanksgiving hasn't even come yet...but that doesn't mean that I can't be excited for it!

Today Morgan and I went and purchased our Christmas Tree tag! This is something that my family has done everywhere as far back as I can remember. I love it! Why pay outrageous prices for a tree from a lot, or get a fake tree when you can get a tag for $10.00 and cut down your own?! It makes complete sense to me. Besides, then you can really choose the tree that will be right for you! It's always so much fun!

I am not sure where we are gonna go exactly, but that is half the fun! We're gonna have to do some re-arranging to get the tree to fit in the our house, but it will be amazing! I am super excited!


Saturday, November 7, 2009

If I Ever Leave This World Alive

I love Date Night. Its the one night a week that I know no matter what else is going on that Morgan and I are gonna be together. Today we drove down to Washington to go to a corn maze! I bought us tickets last week, but by the time we were able to start date night it was far too late to make it down to Washington for the maze, so we decided to do it this week. We left Cedar at 3:30-ish. It took us an hour to drive down there. We were the only ones there when we got there. I had looked online and knew that they were still open until November 7. So I knew we would be ohk. However there wasn't anyone there. The ticket office was closed. The corn maze had "No Trespassing" signs up. So we were very confused. We parked and I got out to look around. Apparently they didn't open until 5:00. So we decided to just sit and wait the hafl-hour. 5:00 rolled around and still no one. Finally around 5:30 a farm worker came around. I got out and asked him if he knew anything about the corn maze. He looked at me and said; "Ah...I don't know much about anything. I'm just a dumb farm hand." I didn't argue that fact. Eventually I talked him into calling someone to see if we could just go and do the maze. He was able to reach the farm owners, and they said to just let us in for free...which was super convenient since I already paid...

So after an hour of waiting Morgan and I were finally able to go through the maze. We were the only ones there. Which I did like. It was a lot of fun. We didn't get lost at all. I just love being able to spend time with Morgan. She is my favorite, and I love her so so SO much!

Sunday, November 1, 2009

The Last Remaining Light

I don't like it. Nope. I mean, sometimes I do. But the majority of the time...na. No, I just don't see the point. I am talking about the changing of the time!

It's just one measily hour. And we move it back...so essentially I am able to stay up later, but does that mean I get one hour less of sleep? Or is it the other way around? I just don't know! Why can't Utah be one of those states that decided against Daylight Savings Time?

I love the winter. I love the snow. I love the cold. I love the feelings of it...but I do not love how the sun sets at 5:00 pm! Why can't I have it all? The snow, the cold, and the sun up till 9:00?!

I will get used to it. But just know that I am gonna complain until I do...

Friday, October 30, 2009

This Song Brought To You By A Falling Bomb

So, I think that some of you may have noticed that my blog posts have some pretty strange names. I suppose that some of you have not noticed that. If you have, then let me explain this. Let me first say that I am someone who loves his music. And my music is a big part of my life. I think that music helps define a person. And that is why all of my blog posts are named after songs. Each and everyone of them. For example, this blog post is a song by the band Thursday. It helps me be creative, and express how I am feeling at the moment. There. Now you know.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Beautiful World

Its snowing! Its snowing! ITS SNOWING! Yay! I love the snow! We have about 5 inches outside of our house right now, and it is still snowing! I love it! I can't wait till the ski resorts open! Oh...speaking of the ski resorts...Brian Head had a job fair at SUU today. I went with intentions of finding out how I would be able to get a night job as a ski instructor or lifty. You know, just something so that I can be an official Ski Bum. I walked in, and a lady waived me over to here table. I sat down with her, and she asked me what kinda employment I would be looking for. I told her anything at night time. She told me that they no longer have ski instructor positions at night, but they have open spots for the lifts, rentals, and at the ticket office. I told her I would be interested in any of them. So she took me to the rental table (which was the first table we got to). I intruduced myself to the three guys at the table. They scanned my resume for about 5 seconds, and then I said something (and I wish I remembered what it was...) and all three of the guys busted out laughing. They then turned to eachother, kinda gave the nod, and told me I got the job! It was just that simple! Amazing! So now I am a ski bum!

Monday, October 26, 2009

A Decade Under The Influence

Welp, it's over.

It has now been exactly 10 years since I last shot a deer.

I will admit, I could have tried harder this past hunt. But at the same time, I will say that did try very hard! Stupid, stupid deer! The only thing that I gained this past deer hunt was this:

1.     About 800 miles on my truck
2.     Pain in my knee
3.     Loss of sleep
4.     Cuts on my legs, and arms
5.     Wasted time

I guess if I really look at it...those are all loses. Figures. But, in case you were wondering, I did see over 100 does, and about 45 elk. With some about 5 massive Bulls. If only it was the elk season...

Maybe next year will bring some better luck.

Monday, October 12, 2009

Totalimmortal

You know, some say that being active is a wonderful thing. Some say that being active prolongs your life. Some say that being active is the only way to live. And some say that being active is...well...TERRIBLE!

However, I love to be active. I LOVE IT. But, I do not love how my body decides to react to me being active.

Today I went and saw my Dr. about my MRI results. It turns out that my knee cap has lost its ability to function. Apparently my knee cap has become loose. And whenever I decide to run, or bike, or hike, or walk sometimes it wobbles around and causes irratation throughout my entire knee. The result being entire knee tendonitits.

The Dr. gave me a shot of cortisone directly into my knee to help relieve the pain, and help the swelling. Those of you who have had these types of injections know that they can be rather painful. He also wants me to do 9 sessions of physical therapy. So, hopefully my knee will be better...someday...Lousy knee!

Friday, October 9, 2009

Make A Move

Well, it is official. I have a new address.

On tuesday I have lucky enough to get a job! I will be working (again) for FedEx! Wahoo! Although this time it will be for FedEx Ground, not Home Delivery. The job is located in Cedar City, and so today I packed up my stuff and moved.

It is weird to be back down here. I was here 3 years ago going to school at SUU. And now I am back. I think that this time around will be much better for me. I have a much better roommate! I have a good paying job! Only one knee is shot unlike both last time! And I only have 1 year left of school!

I am sure that there will be many, many adventures down here. I am very glad that I was able to find a job. Thank you for your prayers and concern for me in my behave. I am very appreciative. Wish me luck!

Monday, October 5, 2009

Humility

I don't know how to even phrase this...oh well. I am in quite the hole right now. I have been laid off from 2 jobs in a row now, and am starting to get behind on some bills. I would appreciate any help from anyone, and I will be eternally grateful for it. I would not be asking for this if I really didn't need it. I am sorry. I understand that times are hard for most people, and I completely understand if you are not able to help. But anything would help me right now. Thank you.

The easiest way I have found would just be to send whatever you can to my paypal account. My username is; thejoshw@gmail.com.


I am sorry that I had to ask. But again, any help would be wonderful.


Thanks.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Sleep Now In The Fire

The Atlanta Braves finished their season today. They won a total of 86 wins and 76 loses. Another season where they get so incredibly close...and blow it! 6 loses in their last 6 games! And 4 of those loses to the Nationals! And losing them when they were so close to over throwing the Rockies and taking the Wild Card! Phff!!!

So now the question is; how will they do next year? 2010 will be Bobby Cox's last year of being their Manager. Will he go out with a better ending than this year?

I guess thats how you can tell if someone is a true fan...they will be supportive when they win...and when they lose. And thats me!

Feeling This

I love Morgan. I love Morgan. I love Morgan. I LOVE MORGAN!

Friday, October 2, 2009

Death Of Seasons

Its over. The Braves that is. They were officially knocked out yesterday. But, I was hopeful that somehow they would be able to turn things around, and finish the season with at least some dignity. I was wrong. The season isn't over yet. But 4 games in a row they've lost! And 2 of those games to the Nationals! Come on!!! Is finishing the season with a win too much to ask for?

Oh well. At least they made a good effort. But now I don't know who to cheer for now to win the World Series...

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Always, Always.

I love my Mom! She is so great! Today she gave me an early graduation and birthday gift. Something so precious that I would feel like writing about what it is would just betray it from its glory. But I want to thank her. Thank you for always being there for me when I have needed you. I do love you Momma!

Thank you!

Ever And A Day

Yeah. I know. And you prolly know to. I am a clutz. And naturally being that way I have had quite a few injuries through the years. Although, today's injury is not one of those "Josh being Josh" injuries. Nope. Today's injury is somewhat --recurring. For those of you who have known me for several years know that I have had my share of joint...issues. From ankles, to knees. From knees to shoulders. From shoulders to knees...and so on. It just seems like a never-ending problem.

A few months ago Morgan and I decided that we were gonna try to be more active. Which I absolutely LOVE! I love to exercise. So we put together a chart of each day, and what we were gonna do forexercise that day. Our list was amazing! We had running, and swimming, and biking, and hiking, and kayaking, and  a walk-the-dog day! Of all of these exercises, biking was the worst for me. Not that I do not have strong legs or lots of endurance. But that I have TERRIBLE knees! And the fact that I am riding a bike that I got for Christmas about 12 years ago. I love that bike! I really do. But there are a few probkems with it. Mainly the fact that it is incredibly too small for me! Which I believe was the main reason why my knees have started to hurt again.

Morgan and I have started exercising everyday again. We have started to train for a triathalon. Today was run day. I love to run. And if I may brag, I am quite good at running. Since we haven't been too steady with our tri training we have been running 2 laps and then walking 1 lap. And following that pattern until we run the distance we have set. Today however I didn't follow that pattern. Instead I just ran. I ran the whole time. Not because I thought I was cool. Or wanted to show off. But because everytime I would stop, the pain in my knee would just throb! It feels like I am being stabbed my hundreds of little knives in my right knee. It's quite angered at me! Stupid knee!

I need to get back in to the Dr. It seems like I am their best customer...

Monday, September 28, 2009

The Never Ending Math Equation

So, so many.

So, so many.

Today I passed out so, so many applications, and resumes! Agh! Oh well. That is how it happens though right? I fill out applications, and hand out resumes, and I get called in for an interview? Is that right? I thought so. But you know...how often does that happen today? I think that everyone in this whole state now has my resume! I am planning on doing a bunch of follow-up work tomorrow, and pass out even more resumes tomorrow. Hopefully with better results than today. We shall see...

Friday, September 25, 2009

Now At The Last!

Am I too hopefull? Is there such a thing? Probably...but not for me. At least not right now.

Have I ever told you that I love baseball? Because, I LOVE BASEBALL! And currently there is a big battle for playoff spots in Major League Baseball. Have I ever told you that I love baseball?!?!

For a rundown; The New York Yankees are the only team to have won their division and to have secured a spot in the playoffs...lousy Yankees... My team (the most amazing team their could ever be), the Atlanta Braves probably won't win their division. The stupid Phillies probably will take that. BUT, and this is why I am so excited, they are currently only 3.5 games out of taking the Wild Card spot!

Because I am nice I will explain baseball's strange playoff system for those of you who are unfamiliar with it.

There are 2 leagues. The National League, and The American League. In each league there are 3 divisions (the; West, Central, and East). Teams are placed into divisions according to where they are located. For example, the Atlanta Braves are in the East divison. Because they are in the eastern United States. Make sense? The team with the best record in each divison and in both leagues will "win their division" and secure a spot in the playoffs. So accordingly each league will have 3 teams that will be going into the playoffs. But, that leaves an un-even amount of teams. So, the team in each league who has the second best record (not any of the 3 teams who are already in the playoffs) will win the "Wild Card", and earn a spot in the playoffs to play the team with the best record of the other 3. Does that make any sense? I hope so.

So that is why I am so excited for the Braves! They have a very, very good chance to take the Wild Card if they win their remaining 9 games, and other teams lose a few games. I am pretty hopefull. 6 of those 9 games are against the Nationals. And the Nationals have the worst record in baseball. The other 3 are against the Marlins who are also contending with the Braves for the Wild Card. But, my Braves can take it!

The Good Times Are Killing Me.

I hate homework. Wait, let me rephrase that. I HATE HOMEWORK! Yes! That was much better!

However, I must say that I have been quite lucky so far.

I am taking online classes at SUU. One of those classes is English 1010. Yeah, I've taken it before. But...sometimes you have to repeat things... My teacher is Samoan. Which I think is rather humerous. I have a Samoan who had to learn English as his second language teaching my college-level English class.

Anyways, last week I had a three-page essay due about me. But specifically about how either a song, tv show or movie has affected my life for a positive change. I chose to write about the song "The Artist In The Ambulance". If you dont know it, then you should download it off of iTunes. It is such a wonderful song. And me being the music nerd that I am thought it was such a great assignment. Writing about me, and one of my favorite songs!

And then today I had another essay due.I wasn't very thrilled about this. I do enjoy writing very much. But I don't particulary like writing when I HAVE to do it. Does that make any sense? But, my attitude changed quickly once I read the article. You see, it was about something else that I am rather fond of. Any guesses? Oh! Come on! Ohk...I'll just tell ya, BASEBALL! And there aren't very many other things that I could ramble on for 3 pages about so easily than baseball. That is why I say I am lucky.

I am begining to like my teacher more and more each day.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

The Fun-ness of Cedar

Yeah, I am sure that I just made that word up. Oh well. I thought that I would post some pictures of this past weekend, and of the past few weeks.

Morgan and I have come to the conclusion that there are SO MANY AMAZING things to do around Cedar City! I love it!

Here's what I am talking about;









The General Lack of Motivation

This is something that I have found to be a problem.

I lack motivation. Thats right. I do. Since 8:30 this morning I have been working relentlessly on trying to find a new job. I have emailed, and submitted so many resumes today its RIDICULOUS! And I am begining to fill a bit burned out now. Which leads me to my problem. The lack of motivation. I have a test for one of my SUU classes due tonight. I haven't started yet. And I need to. It shouldn't be a long or hard test. But I just don't wanna do it! I'M LAZY! Or tired...or whatever. I need to get on it...

Wow...I gave in.

So.

This is the first blog that I have ever wrote. The first. And to be honest, I am not sure of how many more I will write. But for now, I will assume that there will be many! I find that I get so busy with everything else going on that I forget about things like this. And Facebook. And gmail. And hotmail. And homework...you get the point...

To make this post worth reading I suppose I should put in something interesting. How about this:

I passed my "final" final mock surgery today. I say "final" because it is the second time I have done it. I passed the first with one of the top scores in my class. But apparently my teacher wasn't satisfied with that...or thought that it was some sorta strange fluke that I passed. So, while the rest of my classmates are off doing their internship, I am still in school. But, it will be all done this week! Today's score was even better than the last one. So...a fluke again? Oh well. Maybe someday I will be done.

And I also found out that I missed a mandatory training at Heritage. A training that was so important that no one. Let me repeat that, no one bothered to let me know about it. But since I missed it, I can't work again until I make it up. However, the training won't come up again until the middle-end of October. So now that I have found a good job, I won't be able to work it for another month. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. So now I am applying like a madman for any other job that I can find. Dumb. Thats life though right?